20 february 2012
Hello, it's really time to update this online diary!
So, what happend the past weeks?
I got my exam results, about which I can't be too exicted. When I look back my study method was so horrible that my results couldn't be good. At least I passed two of the four and I believe I will succeed when I retake them in the summer. :) Also I had my observation internship (I also taught little pieces) and it went not that bad. Within two weeks I will teach my very first whole lessons to real pupils. I wonder what will happen... :p
No idea why everyone dyed their hair red few months ago, after I decided to dye mine purple within a half year. XD I went for it and now I have a dark hair with a purple shine in it. (I didn't intended it to be bright)
I am not sure why, but since a few days I feel quite happy! :D
Maybe it has to do with the progress I made in my "socialising project"? :)
If I compare to a year ago I can now:
- make contact with strangers if I am in a known environnement. Without thinking about it I approached almost all new classmates which entered my classes during the past semester and spontaneously I continue like this! :D
- say "hi" to all my classmates when I pass them and I can see most of them appreciate this
- some people start talking to me spontaneously
21 april 2012
My two internship lessons went bad. I nearly failed both lessons. To be honest I am losing a my courage to continue my courses. A year ago I thought I would never say this. I still have my pharmacy assistent grade fortunately. Since the beginning of this schoolyear I barely created any task I am happy about (or my teachers are satisfied about). My second option is to study for primary school teacher, but I expect this won't be easy at all too. Coming tuesday and wednesday I'll try to teach my third and fouth internship lessons, which are my last internship chances. I don't have faith I'll do it well. Currently I feel a bit down, so I am going to quit the Blogger universe for tonight.
Good night
